As I look in the mirror at the reflection I see
I sit here and ponder how this tormented soul is me
The gaze is icy and as cold as stone
it takes me to darkness I've never known
a trail of tears and broken hearts
a path of lies no one knows where it starts
my sprit broke and my heart shattered
my face is filled with winkles and my clothes tattered
I look back and see the happiness I once knew
my life I wish it was through
maybe today I will take my life
as I sit here and grasp this jagged knife
I raise the knife above my head
Think how things would be after I'm dead
I force it to my chest with one forceful thrust
I see people
Today I die
Satan take my hand
Mama dont cry for me
This is my final stand
I walk in darkness live in light
Shunned by the holy
But it will be over tonight
I walk down the road of no return
Darkness consumes me as I recall lessons learned
Tonight I burn
In the flames of passion
Bathed in the orange light
I'm my own sacrifice
I need not you compassion
I dont want your pain
You feed on my sorrow
But its all in vain
Because tonight Im free
You burdens shall no longer haunt me
Wilt Away
I wander around in the shadows my past
Trying to find the shards of my heart
It happened so fast
It tore my world apart
All the lies you whispered in my ear
All the fake emotions with you held me near
I can taste the linger of our last kiss
Was it real or did it never exist
When did you go astray?
When did the feeling wilt away
I never knew forever was so brief
And tomorrow will never arrive
How can love cause so much grief?
And we would never survive
The walls are tumbling down
From the weight of my regret
In my tears I must drown
Of the lie i'm trying to forget
I was king in my own mind
But i was knocked off my
Wilt Away
I wander around in the shadows my past
Trying to find the shards of my heart
It happened so fast
It tore my world apart
All the lies you whispered in my ear
All the fake emotions with you held me near
I can taste the linger of our last kiss
Was it real or did it never exist
When did you go astray?
When did the feeling wilt away
I never knew forever was so brief
And tomorrow will never arrive
How can love cause so much grief?
And we would never survive
The walls are tumbling down
From the weight of my regret
In my tears I must drown
Of the lie i'm trying to forget
I was king in my own mind
But i was knocked off my
Today I die
Satan take my hand
Mama dont cry for me
This is my final stand
I walk in darkness live in light
Shunned by the holy
But it will be over tonight
I walk down the road of no return
Darkness consumes me as I recall lessons learned
Tonight I burn
In the flames of passion
Bathed in the orange light
I'm my own sacrifice
I need not you compassion
I dont want your pain
You feed on my sorrow
But its all in vain
Because tonight Im free
You burdens shall no longer haunt me
As I look in the mirror at the reflection I see
I sit here and ponder how this tormented soul is me
The gaze is icy and as cold as stone
it takes me to darkness I've never known
a trail of tears and broken hearts
a path of lies no one knows where it starts
my sprit broke and my heart shattered
my face is filled with winkles and my clothes tattered
I look back and see the happiness I once knew
my life I wish it was through
maybe today I will take my life
as I sit here and grasp this jagged knife
I raise the knife above my head
Think how things would be after I'm dead
I force it to my chest with one forceful thrust
I see people