Suicide

As I look in the mirror at the reflection I see
I sit here and ponder how this tormented soul is me
The gaze is icy and as cold as stone
it takes me to darkness I've never known
a trail of tears and broken hearts
a path of lies no one knows where it starts
my sprit broke and my heart shattered
my face is filled with winkles and my clothes tattered
I look back and see the happiness I once knew
my life I wish it was through
maybe today I will take my life
as I sit here and grasp this jagged knife
I raise the knife above my head
Think how things would be after I'm dead
I force it to my chest with one forceful thrust
I see people around me faces fill with disgust
My vision fades and my skin feel cold
I feel my hand as someone grasps a hold
“I always loved you” were the words that your sweet voice spoke
Darkness filled my eyes like it was covered with a black cloak
as I sit and look down for the sky up above
I will eternally long for your love